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Some people have something about them that makes you smile

Anyyywayys I'm looking forward to this Saturday cos it's my bittersweet 15th :) I'll be chucking a party/ making a get together/ drink up. The dress code is white hehe. I think that invitations and sex organs have a mind of there own. I told my sister to invite "some" of her friends and she told me she invited 11, what the hell AHHHAA. But I'm going through an easy going phase so I'm just like whatever, I'm gonna have the best saturday night. And so will everyone there :)

Oh oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY CARINA YOU BEAUTIFUL, I love you & more on that later after I get a good nights sleep :) xx

it's so thoughtful especially the soulful books. Well i guess that depends on the compatibility with it's reader. For me there Jodi Picoult books. I haven't read them yet, but I think Dalai Lama books look good also. And the black book of style.

someone who doesn't smile when gifted flowers is fuckkked. in. the. head!

is so sweet cos it'll live in your bedroom.

anything to wear on the arm!

a slut was a girl who slept around. but now it's a word guys use to show disrespect to a girl, or the way she presents herself. It's not about how promiscuous or sexual a girl is any more. It's a girl who gets disrespected for her morals or how she presents herself. It's stupid.

Slut- a woman with the morals of a man.

- Urban dictionary

and i say it's a word guys use because it's offensive when they do. Girls call each other sluts all the time and don't mean it. I know i do. It's not a rude word you know.. like i don't call girls sluts cos i disrespect them.. i call girls sluts when guys disrespect them. as in, see them like a just a hole.

and put aside questioning fairness. but maybe that's what feminism is about. females can equal up to men in anything but it'll never be equally fair you know. or maybe feminism is about doing things like a man or better to get treated the same? but it can't be cos no matter how hard a woman gives like a man at the end of the day the fairness she receives won't measure up to a man's.

So, i guess it'll never be fair. But slut is still a stupid word. :)

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finally took this quote off my facebook. Well maybe I will forget it, but I won't lose it. if you know what i mean (y)

Salut! :)
it's been quite an eventful two days since I last blogged. First of all fat dick from work called me a slut today when I walked in to maccas. His so stupid, shavauns mum is right: you find that you don't have time for those people in your life. It's just gender role .. A girl gets hit on or/and has harmless safe legal fun and she's labelled a slut by the same guy who gives guys head? What's the difference between me and him, like really. Not stuff that people make in there head and believe em to be true. Just that he was born with a male sex organ and I with a female sex organ. It's just ORGANS! I won't be taking the word slut so hard if it didn't come from the dirtiest mouthe out. Get it cos he gives guys head? Lol well yeh.

Alsoo YEAR NINE IS FINALLY OVER! At times it could of been cruisey but it was cruising through shit. I don't even wanna talk about it. What's done is finally done! report jitters are over and I'm over it too. I'm not dwelling on it cos it's already the past to me. Even my parents didn't care enough to remember it :) I remember holding it yesterday thinking how half a year of education is summed up all in my hands, some pieces of paper. I didn't even read it three times. Normally I go over and over and over and over!
Hmm geetting tired 2:34am blog tomorro :)

Edit: I'm done with year nine :) I just love saying that. I'm done with year nine which means I'm done with extensions, bludging, sleeping in class all the time, failing tests, knowingly hating on low bitches, a-cup, silly boys, drama queens, the list goes on and on. BUT YEAR 9 WON'T! LOL

i'm done with year nine, i only failed one subject, i got a crew christmas party later, every thing's sought out. I got nothing to blog about :) It's all good in the hood ;)

Reading Marilyn Monroe quotes, listening to Skins soundtrack. I'm so emotional when I don't go to school LOL.

I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself. And sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

that wild world song & the gossip - standing in the way of control (y)

This morning I woke up and starting tearing when I realized I don't want to be just a memory to you. Every time I think back at high school it'll trigger the memory.. our first job at maccas, late nights at livo, luvos. So year nine.
I'm not use to people leaving.
I'm not angry. It just reminds me of this picture:

if you have hang-ups about getting naked, then you are not welcome and if you are not willing to let me have sex with you, then you are not welcome

Okay I know what happened with the pedo that posted that on his gothic website and lured little girls old enough to go on the net was not funny. but imagine if my blog started with that.. Read this: http://www.smh.com.au/national/cemetery-sex-attacker-jailed-20091204-ka81.html

I know it's so naiive but if I was a mother I'd never let that happen to my children!! Like goth chicks going online and hanging out at cemeteries. god i hope my children don't ever get in to that but when it comes down to it what can you do as a parent to stop it? it's not your fault (everything that happened.) like they COULD of stopped it at the internet.. but the internet isn't supposed to be all safe? it's up the victim's better judgment to stay away from places with that ^ on it? Well I think because the victims were young (13,14,15 year olds) the parents have a lot to do with it, a lot of responsibility and naturally.. blame.

I'm so interested in motherhood LOL yeah I'm confessing, I am. not the fatherhood part of it, totally just motherhood :) that might explain why i always say "If i was a mother.." or "If i was her mother.." or "When I'm a mother.."

Actually I don't say it often, but I do say it to certain people. LOL

Revlon new complexion
False eyelashes
Boujours smokey eye eyeshowNgaw, i tried on this dress from city beach but i don't know if should get it !

& Blake Maxi dress from Bardot.
& bangles from Diva and stuff from bras n things. LOL

Ever since i started working I got more in to consumerism, i try now to but i am and it's disgusting! LOL wanna know my wish list?

• nice nice nice linen! i'm very picky with this. i want it be either red or brown. some thing very soft and comfortable lol. i'll probably get it around boxing day sales ==> priceless (y)
  
• Napoleon Perdis primer- $50 "not to prime is a crime" LOL
  
• heaps of high waisted skirts. that one from bardot (scroll down) and some from forecast and supre.
  
• Floral dress + more dresses
  
• black maxi dress from supre?
  
• spontaneous handbag HAHAHA i wanted it to be spontaneous but i planned it already!
• covered high heels half ankle boots from rubi
  
• bikini from city beach
• a whole pay packet on intimates from myers or bras and things
  
• dress for work christmas party.
  
• sequin skirt
• sequin heels from rubi ..
  
• new havianas
• Sporty clothes cos Look fit = act fit = be fit. HAHAHA i'm trying to in 2010 :) Which means some nice trackies from In Sport, a jumper, shirt and sports bra.
• Denium shorts for Summer!!
  
• Normal Tshirts haha :) Nice & Simple.
  
• Bardot Jeans in black.
• iPod Dock
  

I'm so brokeeeeeee :( !!

Most of that is unnecessary consumer stuff, so the essentials are in bold.

i'm listening to that same song that brings me back to you. haha :) imy, i don't know what about you. maybe its your face or your essence or your friendship i really don't know.

fuck fuck, lately it feels like i'm the only one who noticed you changed. it's funny how high school that word sounds: changed. maybe it's me, am i the one who changed? maybe both of us did. I know I did. do you know that you did? do you like it? i'm just wondering <3

DAY 1: November 22, 1988: Kidnapped
Kept captive in house, and posed as one of boy's girlfriend
Raped (over 400 times in total)
Forced to call her parents and tell them she had run away
Starved and malnutritioned
Fed cockroaches to eat and urine to drink
Forced to masturbate
Forced to strip in front of others
Burned with cigarette lighters
Foreign objects inserted into her vagina/anus

DAY 11: December 1, 1988: Severely beat up countless times
Face held against concrete ground and jumped on
Hands tied to ceiling and body used as a punching bag
Nose filled with so much blood that she can only breath through her mouth
Dumbbells dropped onto her stomach
Vomited when tried to drink water (her stomach couldn't accept it)
Tried to escape and punished by cigarette burning on arms
Flammable liquid poured on her feet and legs, then lit on fire
Bottle inserted into her anus, causing injury

DAY 20: December10, 1989: Unable to walk properly due to severe leg burns
Beat with bamboo sticks
Fireworks inserted into anus and lit
Hands smashed by weights and fingernails cracked
Beaten with golf club
Cigarettes inserted into vagina
Beaten with iron rods repeatedly
Winter; forced outside to sleep in balcony
Skewers of grilled chicken inserted into her vagina and anus, causing bleeding

DAY 30: Hot wax dripped onto face
Eyelids burned by cigarette lighter
Stabbed with sewing needles in chest area
Left nipple cut and destroyed with pliers
Hot light bulb inserted into her vagina
Heavy bleeding from vagina due to scissors insertion
Unable to urinate properly
Injuries were so severe that it took over an hour for her to crawl downstairs and use the bathroom
Eardrums severely damaged
Extreme reduced brain size

DAY 40: Begged her torturers to "kill her and get it over with"

January 1, 1989: Junko greets the New Years Day alone
Body mutilated
Unable to move from the ground

DAY 44: January 4, 1989: The four boys beat her mutilated body with an iron barbell, using a loss at the game of Mah-jongg as a pretext. She is profusely bleeding from her mouth and nose. They put a candle's flame to her face and eyes.

Then, lighter fluid was poured onto her legs, arms, face and stomach, and then lit on fire. This final torture lasted for a time of two hours.

Junko Furuta died later that day, in pain and alone.

- Wikipedia
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Junko_Furuta

I decided I love life so much I'm spending minimum 1 week, ideally 2 weeks and maximum 3 weeks pay on not just an ipod dock LOL! I want this.beauitful.monster. I fell in love with it in JBHIFI, i didn't want to depart it and take my music out of it. It's huge it's a fucking monster. It has these big subwoofers at the back. it rounds up to 400. I loooove it and I've been thinking of it a lot. It's a fucking monster, love it. :)

But then it's fourth least popular according to the JBHIFI website, so i'm looking at one of the most popular ones alike to the kickers. It's this one which is $350 which is cheaper then the other one and has an alarm clock but no woofers. It's more suitable for me but i can't buy it!! I need the kickers!! even though i can't use it's maximum potential, it would kill me not to have it!! LOL omg i'm gonna do it :) :) :) Also this is too modern and gay and pussy LOL! I want those monster kickers with that rough look ;) AHAHA.

Friday night at work was "what a night"- manager AHAHAHA! at work LOL.

And now I feel like such a bitch cos someone at work asked me if they can do the rest of my shift, but i said no cos i wanted money (more on that later) but he really needed money as well for medical bills and i started laughing. wtf why do i laugh at the wrong moments, even when i don't find it funny! i laugh when its awkward but seriously wtf. so then i decided all i really need is these beaaaaaaaautiful $400 speakers i fell in love with today so hahah! and then he felt bad for making me feel bad but i felt bad for making him feel bad as well? LOL!

And i went to parra with natalie earlier. I didn't get access to my keycard, cos i don't know my pin number cos my dad opened the letter and didn't get the fucking pin number LIKE :@@@@@@@ ! so i put those shorts pictured above on layby. I tried on these Lee shorts, and the shop assistant told me it was too big so he got a size eight of Lucky13 shorts and he was like here these are nicer. They were aweeesome and comfortable and cheaper and i didn't wanna take them off HAHAHA. I loved that guy so much for finding them. don't you just love a guy with style? LOL. How did he know that they were nicer when i didn't even try them on yet, <3 <3 admiration. and then while natalie spent forever in the make up part, i went off to look for perfume. but instead i found a "kawaii" guy in the perfume section and didn't find much perfume at all LOL! he thought i was 20! fool :) HAHAH. like divide that by 2 add four was what i should of saiddd. he was so cute at the time when we talked but different when i look back. LOL.

Love Jenny x